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I use the word "normal" also. However, I don't really believe in it. To answer your question. I remember some of what it was like before I broke down and was diagnosed. There are good and terrible memories. I try to focus on the good. The thing I want back most, is being as active as I was. Though that might have been part of the problem. I cared for my in laws, was assistant manager at a fast food place, waited hand and foot on my ex, and kept the house clean. Plus, made a little time for me.
Ally you still can. It may take a while. However, if you work at it you can. GL
ahh yes the good times. the times where i didn't turn on my friends and family for no apparent reasons and i didn't feel like living in a cave for the rest of my life. the times where i felt like i could do anything and everything. i miss it. :[
Im not normal i dont think any one is.
What's normal? really? :) I remember being happy and not caring about a thing at one point. but as we learn and grow that changes.. Don't try to be normal. its better just to be you and be different. :)
no, my fragile little mind has been warped forever...
What is normal ? We are all weird so I guess being weird is normal.Yeah, I'm normal now and have been for as long as I can remember.
Do I remember the time before I was in treatment and medicated? Yes, I remember those times and realize I was never normal. There's no real "normal", but even before I knew what was wrong or had a name for it or got any help for it, I knew it wasn't normal. I've never been normal, and I never will, and I'm okay with that. I like my life, as long as I stay safe, and I like being different.