.Thinks about suicide,killing other people etc,basically just negative things
.I get sad alot then get mad and when i do it temps me wanting to kill myself and its a cycle all day ie. punching myself etc and destroying other objects
.Really irritable always wanting to fight people and gets mad easily and sometimes does happen
.Has no friends and never had any because they always just mistreat you back
.Low self-esteem like extremely low
.Anger issues pissed almost 24/7
I have no support whatsoever so I don't know how to help myself in this any advice? Don't say ask my parents I've tried telling my parents they don't care, and I have no friends or other support in real life. I've even tried calling a teen hotline and suicide hotlines and talked to their councelors and they couldn't help me. Its just really frustrating to deal with this every day.
Answer:
It sounds like you may have some type of depression...could be clinical depression or even bipolar...don't let that scare you. There are meds out there that can help. I was diagnosed with clinical depression years ago. It's a terrible feeling, and I have to say my heart goes out to you that you are not getting "ANY" support. I can't believe your parents don't care...that is so sad, and quite frankly, that may be a lot of your problem. Without support, I am sure you feel so alone and sad.
I would say at the VERY LEAST...see if there are any support groups for depression in your area. Also, I would call a clinical psychologist. Someone who could diagnose you...so you can get some answers.
Last but not least.try to change your attitude a bit about having no friends and they always mistreat you back. Keep trying to make friends...maybe you have just been around the wrong crowd. Friends is what you need if you don't have family to back you up.
Here is a site that might help
http://www.coping.org/anger/resent.htm...
Good luck to you! Never give up.remember, we were all put here for a reason. You are reaching out for help. That is the first step.
Yes you have a problem. Go see your doctor ASAP today now. Your suicidal GO> NOW. GO to the E.R. U dont have to have insurance.
Tell you parents.
Good luck
Talk to a professional as soon as possible.
Here are some anonymous help-lines you can call that are toll free...
1-800-784-2433 Suicide Prevention Hot line
1-800-827-7571 Suicide Prevention Hot line
1-800-248-4344 Natl Assoc for Depressive Illness
1-800-551-0008 Depression Hot line
There are also clinics you can go to that can keep you safe from hurting yourself or others, but you have to look them up for your area.
Please get help as soon as possible...good luck to you.
well bro, youve been one of my contacts for awhile, and that means you are cool in my book. im 16 and know exactly what you are going through, i see it every day at my school. i become friends with people like you because they need a friend who will listen and help em out. i dont judge you because the things you do, i see that you are a person who does care, but needs to be put in the right direction. i suggest going to your school counciler, they can help, trust me, also, go to church. i know you probably dont agree with religion, but alot of people change once they go. a pastor would love to help and would spend spare time with just you and him to help you out. church youth groups are a grat place to go and have a great time and meet new people who will listen to you and care to give you the time of day. my church is great. they have parties, fun activities, concerts (we got a stage and real bands come and play), fishing, hunting, guitar, etc. its a great way to meet people and become accepted.
dont give up bro. stay strong, you are only 15, you have a whole life ahead of you. good luck to you bro.